Saturday, August 2, 2014

Dear God,
                I'm worried about college. This is all so hard. Why, oh why is everyone so connected, competitive, calm, and complete? I'm not ready am I?

I don't know where I'm going, and I don't know where I'm going to end up. I just want to ramble you know? I just want to see what the world You made for us has become, what we've made of it...I want to wander, get lost, and enjoy myself. I want to jump off the "highway of bland" I need a college that will help me get on those twisty-turny scenic side-routes. Am I saying that I don't want conventional success? Yes. That is exactly what I'm saying.
         I want to look around, and write, and observe. I have no clear ideas except this romantic notion. Are romantic notions over-rated? Would You say that it's anything more than a silly dream? Can I ever make this my goal?
            In the end, it's all up to You Lord. Where I go defines my future. Where I go defines what I do for the next 4 years, what I learn for the next four years..Guide me well.

Cheers.

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